I'm feeling really messed up right now. I'm not sure why, or what, or any of that. I'm just thinking too hard, and then I recognize that I'm thinking too hard and then I don't think at all and let the feelings pull me under until I start thinking about them again. If I knew what I was doing I could make something out of it. Zach Braff took this kind of stuff and made one of the greatest films I've ever seen, "Garden State." Ben Folds took this kind of stuff and made an aural tragedy, "Brick." Mark Tansey took this kind of stuff and made bold statements about humanity, as in "Triumph Over Mastery II." What will I do? Will I make something worthwhile out of my confusion? Or will I simply sit and weather the placid storm?